That's nice, wonder that.

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Hello,
On christmas day,
My family and I had a picnic by the beach.
I know very odd, but worth it.

My ride, also my sister's too, were these people.
Uncle Kebar Auntie Iza
It was fun-ish ride.


Well here's a picture of the beach.
Ain't she a 'beaut'?:P


Arriving there you get two kinds of reactions,


Tired & restless Jakun & happy

time to set up the picnic:)



Everyone helped.


Well sort of.


Of course tok get's the VIP treatment.


.......and we're done!
As you can see we never bother worrying bout running out of foo d.
Ahah! We worry more whether it actually gets to finish?



Dear readers, this is my 'excited' face:)




Tukang air..................................sand.......



All these lovebird moments are making me :(
So I decided to have one of my own, since baby was not there I had a substitute.
I must warn ya he's a real catcher,



I know what you're thinking?
Oh..... so sweet:D



You cold just smell of that salty sea.


Ladies having a dip.






We had, loads of fun. We had mud war. We had good food. We had random moments. We had throwing each other into the sea moments. We had pushing each other into the sea moments(abg ned thanks:]) We had running around moments. We had picture time. We had torture Trina time. We had torture brats time. All of it was a ball, and the sae wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. It's still dirty, but then again Malaysia is never? Then we all went for a light dinner, I repeat ' light dinner'. Cause you know we ' ran out of food'. May I remind you Sujaks' are all about it.
We went to this really nice place, by the beach called "Sepang Gold Coast". it had like a few r different type of restaurant. OMG! It was the most beautiful-est place I have ever seen.
It was deffinitely a BIG pick for romantic places, for me. Hello?! Outdoors, by the beach, cool air, nice night view. sigh.......... I just wondered if the food was good too, it would have been a bonus.
Yup, we ddin't eat there. Cuase we wanted something 'light'. In the end we had seafood. It was good too. Crab was good.......




Sigh...
How can you not love them:)

Her mistake.

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I'm sorry,
But I really need your ears not your mouth.
Not your words, but you listening.
Cause I've got more to say than you think.
Understand it's not a joke, it was never a joke, it' real.
If i've disappoint you, than i'm hurt more.
It's my world, not yours.
Don't compare.
If you've got an open mind, then open your eyes wider, cause you're as blind as a bat.
How dare you.

The wheels on the limo.

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Yesterday,
I was suppose to go to gym around 4ish,
with ze family & marissa.
Marissa & I were suppose to see our aminal, but it's okay I got to see 'it' today:)
TOO BAD MARISS!!!!!!!!!
So instead of gym,
my dearest Tita planned this 'day trip' well actually evening trip,
for the whole family to go to Tanjung Malim.
For what, you may ask?
The best PAU!:):):)
Yes, it's just a pau, but the BEST!
Believe me it was good.
Cause each family did not balik empty handed(pauS!!!!!!!!!)
I kinda liked the place, besides the unhygenic-ness of it.
It had this old school touch, and it was really breezy especially towards maghrib time.
It was such nice air, and it felt so clean. Sigh, what happened to that kind of air in KL?!
The place was literally old school, from food to chairs to whatever.
It, was fun cause I haven't had the whole family outing thing in ages.
It's funny how I was suppose to sweat at gym, and traded it for a nice road trip to Perak for paus with the a nice breezy air. I did no harm:P

My sister & I were riding with maris




Auntie Debs



What did I tell you old school?Okay, not so but the the whole place did.



Maris the freak of nature







my living hell



(from the right) tweedle dumb, tweedle dumber, tweedle dumbest


And the pau-ness begins.



Auntie Maria & Tita
expect them to be elegant enough.

Cause:





ME!!!
The chicken was my kind of finger licking.






Abg Nabil & Kak Bunga ( abg such a classic)



In the end the results is always this:)

Toilets was the usual dirty,
but hat I thought was really cool



A really old gigantic mirror!!!
It was not sticking to the wall, just letak-ed just like that!
Cute ain't it?!!!
Shut up! I know i'm jakun!
Don't judge meh!

By the way,
my dearest cousin Abg Hat got admitted to the hospital.
For surgery of which I was not aware off, just today of course.
He had like lumps in his tummy or something.
I guess my mother's controlling towards junk & fast food really payed off.
Sigh, no KFC for me ( just once in a blue moon)
Get well soon abg!:)

Dead Sexy

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I know, I"m jakunning with me blog.

I want! Sexy!

My white christmas.

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Sigh.
I've always wanted one of those.
Drinking hot cocoa, by the open fire,
in a cabin covered in a sheet of snow.
Yesla, I tengah berangan-angan here, let it be.
It's just every single time it's close to christmas, my mood for it just goes up all the way.
I'm starting to download all the songs. heheheh!
I miss those times when I actually did believe in santa, without even realising the fact that I don't exactly celebrate it.
Which in a way, as I grew older was good, cause raya is expensive enough, with christmas I think i'd be bankrupt every year.

Oh well,
Just want to wish you all a very

Merry Christmas

(take me with you:( )



don't they give you goosebumps.



P.S
Happy Birthday Akram!
Have an awesome-pawesome one loser.


Happy Birthday Bryan!
I miss you.:)

Grrr..........my head off!!!

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I WANT THAT FREAKING DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!
TO HELL WITH BEING SPOILT!
Forgive me god, just let me love this one sin.

Something I fear.

Having that long talk with Kak Dania/piano teacher, was really a bittersweet moment. sigh.
Cause I had no mood to play the piano, on the other hand that convo was really just and 'urgh' thing to hear for a girl who hasn't gone pass her first trial of spm. hahaha.

Kak dania's taking music, so she explained how you would have to perform and study all at the same time, inside I was just like isn't that school?
It really gave me this whole, holy shit feeling and I said I needed the counsulor.
I thought I could just go to mom striahgt for that part. But mom went straight to,
"Of course Trina, who said it was ever easy?".
Yea, okay thanks. That was help alrgiht.

But when Kak Dania did mention, even kids who has never had any music background what so ever, took piano and just had to force themselves to learn from scratch.
That gave me hope. Just a bit.
I guess, whatever you choose even if it's new to you, work your ass off till there's no ass left.
If you fear, you stop, you stop, there's nada in the end.
Sounds old fahsion, but god how it's so true.

Well, I guess I've just got to shut up, and just go.
Sounds so like my dad.
As old fashion that man is, he breathes that line so well. That, that's the only reason there's food on the table. I wish I had more of that of my papa, instead of his temper and his short genes. But, maybe along the way I'll find it within me somehow. Except fot the genes, I gave up on that.
The word of the day, Hard work and Aim. Those are two things, that gives you that drive that you'll need to succeed.

As for me,
It's 3.
Hard work, aim and passion.
If it's performing arts I want, then performing arts I will.

Okay, I know I'm crapping here.
But give me some credit here, it's in my head.
Gotta let it out.
If only I could tell you in detail of what was really going through my mind, then I wouldn't sound so drama queen not making sense like.
But, I won't cause I malas to type. :D


Oh well, toodles my noodles.

Trying.

I'm trying again.
Yesla, something popped up.
But, if this tak jadi, don't even try to convince me again.
For now, I'm satisfied with my layout. It's cute.
I'll just marissa to help me out, when she gets back, so i could do and learn more, bout this whole layout jingbang stuff.
Sigh, she get's to go to a cruise, and i'm going to a country size as a dot, for chtismas.
LIke every holiday I go far, it's always Singapore.
It's okay, i'll wait.
My time will come. I pray.
Anyways.................
Maybe I might have my first normal post on this blog.
Okay, wait ah.:)